I know it's risky and not recommended by most people. I feel proud of my determination. This is the first time I don't know what I am going to do. Find the next job? Of course. But I don't know when I can get it. The feeling is complicated and weird, because I know I need to get a job asap to sustain my lives, but I don't want to apply jobs available and those requirements match with my qualifications.

 再見，我工作了一年三個月的公司。

一陣無力感襲來，我以為我一直的想法都沒有錯，原來只不過是我不知天高地厚。

擁有不好不壞的大學學位，不好不壞成績，一字記之曰就是平庸，畢業後沒有到跨國企業工作，也沒有當成見習管理生，只是在一間面對資金短缺的中小企工作，時常收到逾期還未付款的通知。我自負地覺得這裡的工作太苦悶，沒有什麼可以發揮，沒有什麼可以學習。